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Subject: Ben Storm Chapter 5 gay/adult-youth Ben Storm ?St. Willie Your author lives in a land where many languages are used, the words and phrases are slightly different in this non-ageist, fictional tale of men and boys. I ask your patience with the English as you enjoy a story about innocence and love facing the machinations of greed. Your patience is requested along with an email containing your comments. SmokinHenry@protonmail Forwarding a donation to Nifty is more than acceptable as fty/donate.html xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Loneliness, a relatively easy term to describe but yet one of the worst feelings to live with. Show me a man, women or child that have not experience that feeling and I will show you a lair. For most it a short term feeling but for some its a feeling that they need to live by for days, weeks, months or even years. A feeling that makes you feel pain deep inside of you that drives you to tears silently at night with your face burred in your pillow, that makes you live life as a robot day in and day out. One can be surrounded by millions, but without one loving you for who you are, the feeling of loneliness creeps like a thief in the night and hitting you over the head with a 4-pound hammer. BEN STORM Chapter 5 The father-son reunion lasted a good few hours into the night, Ben felt a total outsider when the two men talked and talked for hours, so much was said and agreed on. Ben was happy, happy that Steve could find his father again. A father that finally understood his own son, he could not help as to wish he could have the same with his mother or even meet his own father as well. Something he knows will never happen, but one could hope. They left Jack's house around midnight with the promise that they will see each other again at lunch time the next day. They decided to walk along the beach as they were too late for their other appointment with Pete, they will go to them first thing after breakfast. They did not need to go buy supplies in the morning anymore as Jack insisted that he will fill their kitchen with all they need. Jack wanted them to move into the main house but Steve told him that they need to remember the reason him and Ben was here for. Once again, they were walking next to the beach under the moonlight, this time not hand in hand, but both felt good for a change. Steve for getting back with his father after years of arguing and resentment and Ben for just being able to help his friend in just doing that. As they strolled, they were talking like old friends, for a bit they have forgotten on the real reason they were here, talking about, or rather gossiping about fellow teachers and students. They giggled a bit when Ben said about how the headmaster likes to be called Zeus when he was having sex with Ben's mother, Ben even stopped and showed the stance he did when his mother called him by the name Zeus. It looked really funny when Ben stood with legs spread wide, one hand in the air and the other on his crotch, pulsating the hips back and forth. When Steve told him about Ben's classmate that tried humping a soda bottle and got stuck in it, so much so that he was taken to the emergency room while telling his mates that he bumped his head and that's why the ambulance was there to pick him up. Ben exploded with laughter when Steve showed with his hands how the bottle stood straight up from under the blanket, anyone that was near could have seen what the real reason was. It even became more funnier when his parents arrived at the hospital and the mother told the doctor that he was the same as his father, explaining he did the same thing with his wedding ring on their wedding night. They walked to below their bungalow when Steve stopped and looked at Ben. Ben could see he had something up his sleeve. *quot;Fancy a swim?*quot; Steve asked and without waiting he stripped down and left his clothes in a bundle on the rock closes to them. *quot;People may see?*quot; Ben said but it was clear no one would as they were out of sight of the rest of the resort. *quot;Last one in is a rotten egg*quot; Steve said and Ben looked on as first a bouncing penis and then bouncing butts was all he could see of Steve. Ben undressed quickly, looking one more time if someone may see them before racing down to meet Steve standing waist deep in the water, his own penis bouncing up and down in the moonlight and Steve could not help to notice it as well. For Steve it was the first time he truly saw what was heading his way, a beautiful, meaty young boy with feutures of a Greek god, he could only stand still and take in the beuty of the boy. *quot;Ben, do you even remotely know on how sexy you look?*quot; Steve asked when Ben reached him. He was glad that Ben could not see his erect 7-inch monster below the water. *quot;Nah, I am just fat.*quot; Ben answered but it felt good that someone said such sweet words again towards him *quot;Don't get weird on me now.*quot; Ben said while swimming around Steve. The two of them started playing in the water, splashing each other and joking around, Ben felt like a normal boy again, even if it was only for a few minutes, till he got a cramp and Steve had to grab him before going under. Steve pulled the boy closer to him so that he did not lose his grip in the waves. Soon they were face to face, chest to chest, Steve standing shoulder deep in the water and Ben's legs being swept around by the water movement. Ben got a fright as he was afraid that he might uşak escort go under that he slapped his arms around the neck of Steve and his legs around his waist. Ben felt safe, safer than he did in the past 6 months. *quot;Don't worry I got you,*quot; Steve said *quot;I told you I will be there always*quot; Ben just looked him in the eyes, feeling his erection growing against Steve's stomach. He was in such a happy space now, feeling safe and loved again. He wanted to break free but he did not. He wanted to be with this man, be in his arms that will protect him from everything. He wanted to be held, needed to be held again in the way Steve is holding him, a man that loves him, a man that he is starting to love. But is Steve in love with him? Steve was not sure what is happening inside him, felling the boy so close to him made his heart begin beating faster. He promised himself not to fall in love again after Greg, but here he was, holding a boy, no a man in his arms that gave him the same warm feelings that Greg gave him. He felt the erection growing against him, his own erection pushing against the bottom of the boy's scrotum. Without thinking he took hold of the back of Ben's head, pulling his lips closer to his owns, no resistance was given. Their lips meet and electricity shot through both man and boy. Steve felt the lips of Ben part just a bit, just enough for him to push his tongue in between them, being met by the boy's awaiting lips. Ben felt the tongue between his lips, his heart beating so hard that he could hear his own heartbeat, like drums at a rock concert, just before the music joins in. He opened his lips a bit more, and their tongues met, and the music started playing, starting with the drums, then the electric guitar, then as they tasted each other; the rest of the orchestra joined in. Their heads shifting from side to side, trying to get deeper into each other, softly but getting harder with each breath. Ben felt Steve pulling from his lips, he did not want to let go, he started sucking harder and harder onto the tongue, the sweetest tongue he ever tasted. As he finally released that sweet tongue back to his owner, he sucked in the lower lip of Steve, giving a slight but soft bite on his. *quot;Holy fuck, never in my life I have been kissed like that*quot; Steve said while catching his breath *quot;Then shut up,*quot; Ben said out of breath, pressing is lips against Steve's again. But Steve stopped him. *quot;Let's take this indoors, or else the whole resort will hear me.*quot; Steve said and Ben knew what he meant, the urge to be with Steve was bigger than he ever though could be possible again. Ben let go and walk next to Steve soon as he could touch the sand below them again, they walked hand in hand, with stiff erections leading the way. Ben looked down to Steve's pulsating member, just wanting to take hold of that 7-inch-thick uncut monster. Steve did the same, Ben's 4-inch hard dick with the foreskin pulled back over the pink head, and balls tightly against his body, just made him harder, so hard it started to pain. He longed too much to have him in his mouth. When they reached their clothes, they did not bother to get dressed, there was no one to see, they took it and walked slowly towards the bungalow, their heavy breathing giving their desires away to each other. They reached the patio door and it was open. Ben could remember that he closed it before they left. Both of them covered their erections with their clothes. Who was in there, are that person still in there, with that in mind, their erections subdued fast. *quot;Ben, stay here.*quot; Steve said while walking inside, Ben ignored him and was right behind them. It was the cleaner Anna that slept on the couch. She woke up when Steve put on the light, and she looked at them in a weird way as if asking why they were in the nude. *quot;What you doing here Anna?*quot; Steve asked walking to the bedroom with Ben in hot pursuit. They quickly dressed into their pants before going back to Anna. *quot;Master Steve,*quot; She started, even thou Steve have told her so many times that he hates the word master *quot;I was ordered here by, hmm. You know my hated gift.*quot; She continued. *quot;Yea I remember about that gift.*quot; Steve said and turned his attention to Ben *quot;Ben, she has a hated gift as she says, she can truly communicate with those that is no longer in the land of the living.*quot; *quot;Yea, I know. Met her when we arrived, she told me a thing or two that only me and John would have known.*quot; Ben said while sitting down on the couch opposite the woman. His skin still damp from the seawater. Steve joined him. *quot;How can we help? *quot;Steve asked. *quot;No help, just a message for both of you,*quot; She started. *quot;While you were swimming.*quot; And Ben cut her short. *quot;You were sleeping, how you know we were swimming?*quot; Ben thought that she saw everything and put both his hands on his crotch. *quot;Sir, they talk to me in their dreams, I saw you in the water plus both where wet and nude.*quot; She stated the obvious *quot; You were not alone in there, they were with you, even giving you a pinch to the leg so you could get a cramp sir.*quot; She started laughing a bit. Ben looked at Steve and Steve looked from Ben to Anna. He knows about her ability as she visited him years ago when Greg got swallowed by the ocean. She told him about things that only Greg would know of, he firmly believed in her ability so when she told him that his mother visited her shortly after she fell in the coma, he knew she has passed but her body was kept alive by a machine. van escort That's why he wanted to release her from her pain but his father never allowed it. *quot;Did they give you a message for us?*quot; Steve asked. *quot;Yes, indeed they did.*quot; She looked at both of them before she continued. *quot;Unlike in this world, the other side is different, they condone evil and bad things that side but when it comes to love they happy about it, they understand why people love each other and help people in their way as well. That's why the two of them made sure the two of you were here, tonight on that beach. It was not out of pure chance that Master Steve gave you his number, nor was it that Greg's sister's husband got that number and phoned Master Steve.*quot; She was cut short by Steve. *quot;What you mean his sister?*quot; Steve asked with eyes wide. He has not seen her since Greg's death. If he knew who was on the phone he would have spoken up. *quot;Yes, his sister, but please can I continue? They gave a very important message to both of you and I want to go home please.*quot; She looked and when she was sure she had their undivided attention she continues, *quot;Master Steve, Greg said that you have found your love that you will grow old with, same as with you sir, the two of you are bound together by those you have loved and lost to the other side. There will be others that you will love as well in the same way but the two of you will love each other till it's time for you to join them.*quot; She looked at them before saying *quot;but there are troubled times ahead.*quot; Steve took hold of Ben's hand and pulled him closer so that they can sit next to each other, the feeling of love they had in the water was true then, it was not that of just lust. Anna lit a cigarette before she said another word, Ben hates smoke, even tasting it on John made him a bit sick, but he knew that he can't tell her not to. *quot;There are troubled times ahead of both of you,*quot; She started again, pulling hard on her cancer stick. *quot;Sir, Ben's mother will stand in the way of your love, she will demand money and even when given it, she will just return with more requestd, going higher and higher each time but'*quot; She hesitated for a second. *quot;But John said that Ben's headmaster is his real father and he is the key to unlocking the whole truth and the truth goes further than just Ben. He said as well, not to dwell on his death, it is not what it seems to be.*quot; Ben was dumbstruck, what she meant by the headmaster being his real dad, he was not his mother's stepdad, or was he? He is old enough to be her father. Steve felt the confusion in himself as well, what did the headmaster have to do with this all, and what did she mean by the truth goes beyond Ben? *quot;Please forgive me, I am just the messenger.*quot; Anna said as she looked on how angry the two of them got. *quot;Sir, your mom blamed her stepfather on the headmaster's orders, she made sure that your grandmother, may her soul rest in peace, caught them in bed. John says his brother is here as well and to trust your instincts. Master, you owe Greg's sister a big favor as well, as she put it, you must reach out to her family as well, they will need you soon especially her husband. Now I will go if you don't mind.*quot; She said as she stood up and left them to just stare at each other. Ben stood up and walked outside, moonlight dancing on the waves as it breaks on the beach, he could not help to wonder what would have happened if Anna had not waited for them. He knows that he started having feelings for a man he knew for a year now, but only really met yesterday when he was at his lowest point in his life, a life he wanted to leave so desperately. He looked over his shoulder towards Steve, tasting him again on his lips, wondering if that what he felt was really love or was he just sex-starved. He thought about Anna and what she had to say about why they really here, were there paranormal forces working, pushing them together? The personal information she knew was of such kind that he just had to believe her, or did he just need to believe her. The revelation about who his real father he had a hard time believing, how can his grandmother be wrong, and to top it all off, both his mother and real father, had a hand in his boyfriend's death, or did they? What was meant by saying it is not what it seems. He sat down on the steps of the patio, all of this information and his feelings was getting the better of him. Steve sat and looked on as Ben went outside, he wanted to stop him so they can talk of what just happened and what has happened out there in the ocean, not even Greg made a kiss feel so good, so needed. He could still taste the sweet lips of the boy on his, smell the light musk smell of his friend. Was he just a friend, a student or are these feelings brewing inside him not something bigger than he could have imagined, was he really falling in love with him? He stood up, feeling Ben's eyes looking at him, and went to the kitchen, needing a stiff drink. So much has happened in just one day, a day that left in more confused than ever in his life. He found a boy thinking on the brink of self-destruction and he almost bedded that boy tonight; he was feeling that the boy's mental state is no way near to be ready to get involved with someone else other than just friendship. He believed every word Anna told him, he knew her from being waist higt to a grasshopper and she helped him so much during his grieving period with Greg and his own mother. yalova escort Steve poured himself a new one as he swallowed the first one in just one gulp, this time adding ice. What did Anna mean when she said Mark, (Greg's sister's husband,) was in trouble. How must he find him again? He took his phone and went through the call log, reaching what he believed to be that of the man calling him regarding Ben, saving it as Mark with a question mark next to it. He decided that he needs to phone Jo, his lawyer friend, so he can get as much information on not only Ben's mother but on his real father and on the stepdad of Ben's mother. He knew it would not be cheap as a private investigator will be needed to be involved. Did Ben even know how much damaged he caused when he cleaned the crime scene from any evidence that could have connected her to John's death, what other evidence did he clear away as well? His mind was filled with so many questions that made him a bit light-headed, or was it that second drink? He looked at Ben sitting on the small step outside, took another glass and filled it with ice before pouring for the two of them a drink. He took the glasses and walk slowly over to where Ben was sitting, wondering where to start with a much-needed conversation they had to do, even at this ungodly hour, it can't be left for the morning. He gave a glass to Ben as he sat down. *quot;I am not allowed to drink.*quot; Ben said looking at the glass with the golden liquid. *quot;Well, we were not allowed to kiss either.*quot; Steve said while holding his glass in the air, *quot;To the truth.*quot; *quot;To the truth.*quot; Ben said as well, his face pulling made Steve almost to laugh as he tasted single malt for the first time in his life. *quot;Fuck, it's vulgar, but still nice.*quot; They both started laughing out loud and Steve mimicking Ben's face pulling. *quot;Ben,*quot; Steve started *quot;What happened out there, just want you to know I did not plan it at all*quot; *quot;I know, nor did I, but I loved every second of it.*quot; Ben looked at Steve *quot;I am sorry if it was wrong of me.*quot; *quot;Wrong of you? Why? It was me that started kissing you and yes I enjoyed it so much, you will not believe.*quot; Ben could see in Steve's eyes he was speaking the truth. *quot;I was a bit scared coming to the bungalow to be honest.*quot; Ben remarked while reliving that kiss in his mind again. *quot;Why, I will never hurt you.*quot; Steve was confused. *quot;Well, who wants to make love to a fat faggot?*quot; Ben's eyes darted away from Steve, *quot;And you are 3 times as big as John.*quot; He did not mean it in an ugly way. He loved Johns 4-inch thin schoolboy-sized penis even though they hadn't made love in that way yet. *quot;Oh, yeah, sorry was not really thinking about that when we walked up here, all I wanted is you. Your body is that of a god, so please I never want to hear you refer to yourself as a fat faggot.*quot; Steve did not want him to know how much he wanted him in just that way. *quot;Do you?*quot; Ben asked. *quot;Yes, I want you.*quot; Steve started *quot;But I think we must slow down a bit, I want to get to know you first as well.*quot; Steve did lie a bit, he wanted Ben to get over his issues first before entering into a relationship that was more than just friends. *quot;Me too.*quot; Ben said while taking his second sip, still pulling faces and getting a chicken skin. The two started talking and did they talk, telling each other of their likes and dislikes, what movies they liked and why they did like them. It was when they talked about their sexual relationships they had, did things get more interesting. Ben said that John and him decided to do anal only when he moved in with him, before that it was fingering with two fingers. Steve understood now why Ben was so scared. Steve told Ben that he only had 3 people in that way, Greg, the soda bottle boy and the father of that boy. He did not get into details like Ben did, but then Ben was only 13 and at 13 they tend to be very straight forward. Then the conversation took a serious turn, that of the revelations of Anna. They both agreed that she must be speaking the truth as she just knew too much inside information, information that they did not even know. Steve told him about what he planned and wanted to have as much info as he can get before they do anything. Ben agreed saying that they cannot go in blindly. They have to sit down and plan everything so they can't be caught offside. Ben's mom is good on jumping on a mistake. It was Ben that decided to have a shower first as it grew close to 4 in the morning, and with the two glasses of drink he had, he was feeling really tired. When he finished, he dried himself and lay down on his bed while waiting for Steve to finish, he laid there on top of his bed naked, hoping that they could finish what they started in the ocean. The more they have talked, the more he started feeling that he is in love with the man send by angels, namely John and Greg. Even though Steve was only 5 minutes in the shower, he fell asleep, too tired and tipsy. Steve entered the room, looking at Ben sleeping in the nude. His heart was lost, he knew that he was in love with that 13-year-old boy with the perfect body, issues and all. He sat down next to Ben, resting one hand on the boy's chest, he wanted to and not only needed to protect this boy. *quot;My love Ben,*quot; Steve whispered *quot;I swear to you today that I will take care of you for the rest of your life, even if you decide to love another.*quot; He leaned over and gave a small kiss on the lips. He stood up and laid on top of his bed in the same way Ben did. He switched off the bedside lamp. *quot;I love you too.*quot; It came from Ben, rolling over on his side to face the window. To Be Continued. Please feel free to contact me with your thoughts, good or bad ail Thank you V. You know why.